Sunday, December 19, 2010

Remember the Reason...

Jesus.

Remember the reason.

Too often, during this season (the Christmas season), we get focused on buying gifts, and who has the best sales, and Christmas parties, and decorations.

Some people go into a funk because of the people that aren't around to celebrate Christmas, whether through distance, breakup, or death.

But, if we would only remember the Reason for this season, if we would remember why there's a CHRISTmas in the first place, if we would remember how God fulfilled his word through the birth of the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, then we won't get caught up. Materialism, selfishness, depression, and disappointment aren't even comparable to the Reason.

So, friends, enemies, anyone reading this - remember the Reason!!!

Moody...

So... it's been a minute since I've last did a blog.

I've been busy - school, church, daycare planning, and other stuff that I won't mention on this blog; hey, I approach dissemenation of information like this - tell somebody something, but don't tell everybody everything.

Anyways, I've been moody. It's due to relationshp. I was "talking" to somebody, but it seems that my season with that young lady has changed. Honestly, I don't know what to think....
I mean, I'm happy, but it's like.... I have a lot going on in my life - I'm working on this Master of Divinity degree, I'm writing songs again, I'm an Elder in the church, I'm involved with some big projects....

I want to be in love, that's what it is. I want to have a meaningful relationship without all the "extra". But, it seems like I can't meet a woman without a bunch of internal issues, you know? Probably why I've spent most of my life alone. At least, with myself, I know what I'm getting, I can live with myself, and I don't have to deal with a woman constantly keeping me on edge emotionally.

I'll be cool once I go to pray, sleep, and wake up. But, I just had to get this off my chest.